Photo's from the past

I found some cd's with photos on them from when the kids were young.  They are now 8,7 and 5 (who is going to be 6 in 18 days).    I really miss the baby days.  I LOVED the baby days.  I was such a good mom then.  I don't think I am a good mom today.  I have very little patience or tolerance for the mis-behavior at this age.  I think I will have to add some prayers to help me with this problem that I have.