Monday - Monday can get me down

Some days I really dislike Monday's and today is one of them.  I do have an exciting weekend to update everyone on but do not have the pictures/time/or desire to do this.

Today started with a 2 hour delay for the kids.  I seem to always fall behind on 2 hour delay days. 

Then my work situation is what it is..... I have the means to get out I just need to get on that and figure out the how to start.  I believe once I start down the path - it will be successful.  I just need to find it in me! 

Please Lord Not Again

It is starting again -- I do not want to go through this again!  I want it to stop now!  I want to go back in time and determine what they HEY happened to cause this to start again!  I do not want to go to work each and every day with her attitude bringing me down.  Her negativeness causes me to be caustic both here and at home.  Why do I let one person bring me down so......

Dear God please watch over me and help me with my choices during this trying time.  Amen

Work -- what a joke

Today at work we did a workshop on brainstorming. In my short 3.5 year tenure with this group this is the 6th time we have done this task. The management team has done it at least 3x without me. Each time it results in the same old same old --- NOTHING.

We sit and give ideas on where we want to be, what we want to do, how we plan to do it and there it lies. It just sits in storage. I can pull out all the others and wallpaper our entire office space with these storyboards, plans, etc...... WHY DO WE DO THIS....

Another weird thing is that each time it is a different facilitator. I think they are thinking if we find someone new they will tell us what we want to hear. WHO KNOWS....

I need a new job.... I need to pray on this. Please Lord help me down this path.....

XO

Mid Week - Mid Life - Mid Cycle

It is the middle of the week. Why have these last few weeks, day, etc seem to drag on. Today the kids were supposed to go to Mass but for some reason they did not. Also, it is meet the teacher night and we are passing because I just do not feel up to it. I have no desire to walk around the hot school. It is 81 right now. In the kids backpack was info about their first fundraiser. The h&s wants to make $10,000 on this one fund raisers. It is mums in a pumpkin container. They cost 14.99 or 16.99 and they expect each kids to sell 16. I have 3 kinds in the school --- that is 48 mum plants at avg $16. This comes to $768 -- who do I write the check to! They are flipping nuts.

Speaking for flipping nuts.... the school bus this year may not fly. They are dropping the kids off on the main street between my street and a street east of us. I don't see the kids dropped off at all. They used to drop them at the door. I think we are going to start picking the kids up at school. I am not to excited about the bus this year at all. Big disappointment.

I am fell very old and very fat lately. The fat is my fault but I am going to start walking for 'hit the road with the buckeyes" I am the team leader --- My goal is 2 miles after work daily and then as many steps throughout the day as possible. I hope my mom gets Tony that Wii game that will be something we can do together. Feeling old is just that I so tired lately.

Mid Cycle ---- Tony & I are doing NFP - Marquette method This is cycle 2 and it is going fine but it is not easy. But what in life is.

Also, I have an interview for a full-time position in Columbus tomorrow. I am so worried that it will prove that I am a fraud at what I do.

life

I do not understand why some people feel that what they do is so important that no one else can help them out. It makes absolutely no sense to me! My admin is this type of person. She 'thinks' that only she can do her duties. Which is not true - sometimes people need a little help -- I know I sure do :) She is leaving for 3 days of vacation and you would think she is going to be gone a month or more. OH WELL